Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Weight Loss Wednesday



Loss This Week: Stayed the same!
Loss Overall: 51lbs
Pounds till target: 33lbs

It's been a hard week, harder than I expected - I don't know why but I seemed to want to put everything in my mouth, even when I was full! 

It's super annoying, particularly after such a good week last week. I need to address my self control "issues" and think about what I'm doing - I need to stick to planning and keep on top of what I'm eating because otherwise I throw caution to the wind and go on mini binges - then I hate myself. It appears I just can't win!




Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Weddingness



I've made an appointment at Fur Coat No Knickers in London to have a look at vintage wedding dresses and I am excited! I definitely have a plan for my wedding dress and have already spoken to a dress maker about it so that's there but I'm also drawn right now to really scaling back our wedding and making it as simple and beautiful as possible.

I'm finding some really beautiful stuff online lately - and I have to say that Kaelah's wedding was absolutely stunning! People getting married is making me super jealous because as much as I love the planning process, the next 18 months seems like an awfully long time to wait to finally get hitched to Ceri!

I'm getting super impatient with everything, particularly because I have to keep nudging people about the same things, like my Save the Dates which has been an ongoing saga - if you approach the topic with my sister - she goes absolutely nuts. I think I'll just leave it where it is for now but it is throwing the rest of my schedule out the window. And as for the menus - don't even get me started!

I'm a massive control freak so I like to have things done just so and to my schedule, the fact that I can't control everything as I would like is sending me bananas - I just need to find my zen place!

Sunday, October 28, 2012

A Weekend in Wales


Guys - We bought a car! It meant a sacrifice on the behalf of Ceri, as he is selling his motorbike. But all of a sudden we feel an overwhelming sense of freedom! Just being able to jump in the car whenever we need to go somewhere!

On Friday after work, I went to see Terror with some friends, had some Nandos and it all kind of felt like old times - It was awesome and relaxed, just to spend time with friends and not worry about opinions of others.

On Saturday, we woke early and went to get our car! We spent the day driving around as it's super different to Ceri's Mum's car, which we frequently borrow! And in the evening went out for dinner with some of Ceri's friends who we would also be joining to attend a christening the following day.


The christening today was an hours drive west, we put the car through it's paces and she coped really well! It's just a shame that the weather was absolutely horrific! The christening itself was in English and Welsh, in an old tiny (super cold) church but then we went to an old pub in Ammanford and there was a lovely meal, lots of cute babies and people insisting it would be my turn soon - I'm ok for now, thanks!



Last night the clocks changed and a few days ago, the weather changed drastically from fairly mild to sub-Artic conditions. I'm not made to be cold! It feels like the dead of winter now but with Halloween and Bonfire Night are just days away! I'm super excited.


Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Weight Loss Wednesday



Loss this week: 2 lbs
Loss Overall: 51 lbs
Pounds till target: 33lbs


What in the whaaaa?! I cannot even believe it. I had a terrible, horrible and hard week foodwise. I entirely blame Cadburys - can we talk about their Dairy Milk with Oreo? And their Dairy Milk with Biscuit? They're unbelievable and awesome. Get on it!

I've spent the last few weeks feeling incredibly low and riddled with self doubt and loathing. I've felt awful and guilty after every meal, I've been so low with confidence and it's been awful. So when I stood on the scale and saw the number that came up, I nearly fell off the scale in shock.

I was tempted to take a more relaxed attitude to my eating and weighing and just see what happened, I was feeling burnt out and not seeing any result from eating fairly well and being active. Seeing the scale hasn't diminished that feeling but it's helped, I feel less tired of the routine and I've definitely been less vanilla with what I've been eating - like I had some friends over for dinner on Saturday and made a vegan curry - I've never made a curry before and have only had one before - but it was super nice!

I'm just a bit more excited to see how things go from now on!

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Oh, Life

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Things recently have been harder then I think I was prepared for. Not for any reason in particular other than my ability to deal with what life has thrown my way. 

I have felt disconnected from everything around me & not entirely "with it", things have passed me by and I've felt without purpose or drive to do anything. I've had constant headaches and I can't seem to shift, I've been continuously lethargic and my moods have been horrific. 

Ceri has had the patience of a saint to weather the storm with me and keep me from making rushed, silly decisions. I was going to return to university on a part time basis and whilst I was really excited about the idea, I actually don't have time! So that'll have to go on the back burner.
Work has been so full on but I finally have some help! Yipee!

I was due to take my driving test on Friday but they cancelled it when I got there, it was re-arranged for Monday and I failed. I had a few errors but nothing major, then I had one serious error and that was it! Super annoying. But that's been rebooked now for November.

I've hung out with friends I haven't seen for ages and that made me feel loads better, it's been nice to reconnect with friends and take time away from everything and just be. 

I have so much to look forward to and I think I've just been impatient for it to happen, feeling like I've been stuck in the now when all I have to do is wait and things will happen and come to me. 

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Weight Loss Wednesday


Loss this week: Stayed the same
Loss overall: 49lbs
Pounds till target: 34lbs

This week was hard but I'm glad I stayed where I am instead of putting on, but it was nearly all over. In fact, I was a little shocked - there was an incident with a biscuit barrell, where I sat down and essentially ate through the entire lot because I was feeling miserable.

I just need to regain some control, but when I don't plan my meals, everything feels a bit messy. We'll see what happens next week. Eek!


Saturday, October 13, 2012

Family Ties


Last weekend, Ceri & I went to the christening of a friend's baby, Kaitlyn. It was a small service followed by a do in Rhiwbina, a lovely part of Cardiff.

So many people around us are having babies, falling pregnant, adopting or hitting large, similar milestones through life and it makes me excited for what the future holds.

I often imagine what life would be like with us going about our lives with a little baby in tow. Obviously it wouldn't be that simple! I imagine what would this baby look like? Would it have Ceri's cheekbones and my blonde curls? Would it be precocious like me or musical like Ceri?



As I'm getting older, I'm taking family less for granted, it's been a year since my dad's latest heart attack and by-pass. I haven't seen him as much as I should've in that time because even though London is only 2 hours away, it's expensive to get to. Christmas is coming up and we'll be spending New Year with my parents and will make the most of that time. It bums me out to think that when the time of kids rolls around, my parents might still be living so far away and could potentially miss out on so much! 

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Things I Love Thursday

Thursdays seem to come around so quickly!?


Please don't judge me, but I bought this magazine and snuggled down on Monday night to plan our Christmas festivities! I know it's October - but I super love christmas, OKAY!?


Frida, you sassy minx you!


Who doesn't love papercutting?


This Polar Bear likes to dance


Bridesmaids gag reel!


And for good measure, the Easy A Gag reel!

Other bits and pieces!


Rachels cute Halloween decorations!

a TAXIDERMY wedding!

A Breakfast at Tiffany's baby Birthday!

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Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Weight Loss Wednesday


Loss this week: Stayed the same!
Loss overall: 49lbs
Pounds till target: 34lbs

I can't quite seem to break that 50lbs milestone! I'm literally tickling it, maybe next week?

My eating this week was pretty good this week, but now this week seems to have slipped into an "I'm always hungry" phase. I don't know why that is? Maybe the weather has something to do with it? But I've been really diverse in my meals, which I'm super stoked about! The other day I made a chicken soup, I'm making a curry soon and I made a chicken teriyaki as well the other day!

About 2 weeks ago, Ceri & I went to a 21st birthday party with his parents and I was wearing a really cute peter pan collar parrot dress. I bought it in New Zealand last week and I've had to wear spanx with it every time I've worn it, except when I wore it again this weekend past - SPANX-LESS! I was so pleased!

Monday, October 8, 2012

Hot Toddy Season


The weather has turned and that means we have a sick child in the house. Of course, I'm talking about Ceri. Who has regressed into a child like state of sickly cuteness/patheticness. He's insistent on taking his temperature regularly to see if it's too high but he thoroughly enjoys a medicinal hot toddy.


Firstly, Ceri likes to pop in a table spoon of honey, and add in a little bit of hot water.

Then, halve a lemon and squeeze in the juice.


I think this is where Ceri gets a bit free with measurements - haha! Add in a shot of whiskey!


Top up the rest of the cup with boiling water and, if you feel like it, some more honey.

Friday, October 5, 2012

Our House


We've lived in this for 10 months now and whilst it's home, I still haven't made it "ours". Our landland is pretty chill about us painting things and putting up shelves etc. but do I really want to put that much effort into a house that isn't ours and we may not be in a position to buy for a while, if ever?


I love our house but there are some super annoying things about it, like why isn't behind the stove tiled? It's difficult to clean and gets marked so easily with food/grease etc. We have mold/damp in the kitchen and bathroom because of poor ventilation. Our garden is a mess of weeds and toads - that's a battle I'll never win!


At the moment, a lot of things I want to do for the house are on hold until after the wedding, and "after the wedding" seems to be the stopper on a lot of my plans lately because it's going to be taking up a lot of my spare money even though we're doing it for what we think is relatively cheap!


One thing pains me above all other things in this house, it's the lack of storage! There used to be a cupboard under the stairs but our landlord removed it to open up the dining room, which is handy in some senses but my god, I would love somewhere to just put things out of sight - like Monica's cupboard. I'll admit it, I'm a Monica Gellar.


Even though we moved into the house just after New Year, it's taken us until now to find a place for things and slowly we've been re-arranging furniture throughout the house that makes sense on a practical level but also looks good.


Last week, our living room was a whole different layout and we weren't making the best use of the space because the room has really odd nooks and crannies, after a bit of huffing and puffing from Ceri I convinced him to move the sofa into the bay window meaning we had more space on the floor and could fit a coffee table in - when I can find one that doesn't drive me to distraction!


Our house is super light because the sun comes into the front in the morning and moves around to the garden in the evenings, but I don't know how to make the best of it in the rooms - our bedroom feels really bland and we haven't painted it at all, we need new furniture because we (ceri) has too many clothes for the space we have and I loathe built in wardrobes which also aren't practical for our renting situation.

I also finally bought Martha Stewart's Homekeeping Handbook which I've wanted forever! But I didn't want to pay £25 for it. Sorry Martha, I think you  have enough money! That is one book I really don't mind taking up space in my house!

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Things I love Thursday!


Can we talk about hair for a second? I haven't curled my hair in forever, but on Saturday we went to a 21st birthday party. I curled all my hair and then pinned it up. My hair is till curly and it's Thursday even after loads of washing! I loved it


Vivienne Westwood is coming to Cardiff!


Sunday morning breakfasts


This wonderful picture of Liz Lemon by HeyMonster

How awesome are these behind the scenes pictures from Mad Men?

Amy & Rory - boy did I cry! I loved them together and I can't talk about their ending without getting a lump in my throat



Links & Other things!

How amazing is this nursery?

Elderflower Cocktail (over 18s only, sorry!)




Smores from A Beautiful Mess

Holly Would wedding packaging!