Oh, Life

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Things recently have been harder then I think I was prepared for. Not for any reason in particular other than my ability to deal with what life has thrown my way. 

I have felt disconnected from everything around me & not entirely "with it", things have passed me by and I've felt without purpose or drive to do anything. I've had constant headaches and I can't seem to shift, I've been continuously lethargic and my moods have been horrific. 

Ceri has had the patience of a saint to weather the storm with me and keep me from making rushed, silly decisions. I was going to return to university on a part time basis and whilst I was really excited about the idea, I actually don't have time! So that'll have to go on the back burner.

Work has been so full on but I finally have some help! Yipee!

I was due to take my driving test on Friday but they cancelled it when I got there, it was re-arranged for Monday and I failed. I had a few errors but nothing major, then I had one serious error and that was it! Super annoying. But that's been rebooked now for November.

I've hung out with friends I haven't seen for ages and that made me feel loads better, it's been nice to reconnect with friends and take time away from everything and just be. 

I have so much to look forward to and I think I've just been impatient for it to happen, feeling like I've been stuck in the now when all I have to do is wait and things will happen and come to me.